from where though? I need a break. From what, I’m not really sure. Maybe it’s anxiety or the fact that it’s been cloudy, or maybe it’s just my brain asking, “You good, bitch?” I archived my poetry Instagram last night because lately, I feel like everything I write is so…

“Now feel.” — It is 11 pm -ish and I am sitting on the floor of my friend’s kitchen. We left the bar at a reasonable time and thank goodness. It was a Monday after all. Grilled cheese with an egg is being dished out on navy blue plates, and veggies a dip…

relying on others makes me itch, but i do it anyway I rip off a lot of Band-Aids in therapy. Marina has a way of putting me at ease. I had dinner with a friend recently after months of not seeing her one-on-one. I told her about my therapist. “They…

learning about other forms of intimacy. Sweat is actually dripping into my eyes and I feel like an athlete. If athletes approach their runs with switching off jogging for walking every time a song ends. Like many things, exercise is what I come back to when I’m feeling stuck. I’ve…

they tend to repeat themselves Have you ever seen the movie, “Flubber?” It’s honestly pretty great as movies go. Robin Williams is a scientist who’s missed his own wedding three times because he’s working on something BIG. Flubber is a bouncy green substance that’s also somehow cognisant. Couple this with…

I hit send on my tweet. I’m tipsy and in my grocery store. My grocery store. Like I’m some character on a sitcom. I think this has always been my problem. I have main character syndrome. I am obsessed with myself and sometimes it feels like it’s too much. …

A Sunday with no purpose My only goal for this morning was to find some fresh tomatoes. The farmers' markets were open and I wanted one of those heirloom tomatoes that look so veiny and strange when you slice them in half. I didn’t know they wouldn’t be in season. …

On struggling with accepting my neurodivergence. — “ — you’re neurodivergent and it’s okay to ask for clarification there.” My friend, Theo, is patient while I ask questions about friendship. Things that come intuitively to others about socializing have nearly always alluded me. …

it's dangerous to go alone… I have never played Zelda, which is what the title of today’s entry is from. My mother thought any video game that mentioned magic had to be evil, so she would tell us that the evil spirits from the game would jump out into us…